Eyes of a Kaleidoscope

I find myself questioning
in a lost state
A mourning "in love"
A contradiction of emotions
whirl-winding my very soul.
Do you know..
the loveliness and purity of love?
You that view
with the eyes of a kaleidoscope
of those attracting the regards
of impotent characters
The more that measure a thriving life
'pass-her-bys' of happiness
for power and success
Your perception of necessity
Lest I be more than your needs
embitter our parting
provoke discouragement of hope
against my heart
-JK